The Yea Spot Journal

Here, we chronicle our activities.

Feb.  9, 2006

Oct.  11, 2005

The Colours of Fall are colours taken from actual photographs; the colours of the "drops" in Tree Drops are designer colours for Fall 2005.  

March 26, 2002

Here's another poem which seems age appropriate and visual.
 
While Cathy and I were in Myrtle Beach over the new year, we went to a small estate which had a lovely garden and a few animals.  They were keeping grey foxes in with the red and the red foxes which do not climb trees by nature, had learned to do so from the grey and were sitting high in the branches there pretending not to watch us watch them and of course watching our every move.

March 25, 2002

I have used a photo of children running in capes in the school ground of the high school that I attended-- Mt. Baker Secondary High School in Cranbrook, B.C. as a basis for this graphic.  Children had gathered for summer festivities.  It was obviously very enjoyable for them and I could imagine many of them in their minds believing that they would take off and fly at any moment as they donned a colourful cape.  All they needed was the magic of their imagination.  Thoughts of love and connection to earth change to the soar of the imagination particularly when dressed in the appropriate garb.   

March 22, 2002

Two of my photo images came to my mind after much reflection of this poem.  At first, I felt stuck but when I remembered the photo that I took of John B. Lee when I first met him during his visit to Lethbridge.  I had talked him into a photo shoot.  He was looking through the south window on the 8th floor of the University of Lethbridge at the wired buffalo (an art piece I obviously am fond of).  The second is one of the first snow falls of 2001.  It is not uncommon for Lethbridge residents to see snow upon flower blooms.  I layered these images and the image of an insect photo that I had taken and enlarged for this collage upon a pattern from a photo that I had thought of using for the "tree section".  I'm particularly pleased that the poet image appropriately reflects John. 

With ten poems in the Nova Scotia section, the websection is removed from the website. 

March 19, 2002 

Here's another poem I thought might be nice for the age group and the Yea Spot.

February 20, 2002 

Here's a simple little poem I wrote this morning...I think it simple enough and visual enough that it might provide you with some inspiration for our web site.

December 10, 2001 

Your photograph of clay trees inspired the poem, "Worry Dreams."  I'd like to see the poem stand in the absence of its impulse, and so I'll let it speak for itself.

December 9, 2001 

Two of my photo images came to my mind when reading your poem.  The first is a photo that I took at Police Lake this fall.  The image of the autumn colours of the trees which lined the lake reflected on the water making it a good backdrop for the image and for your poem.  I overlaid a winter photo (left) that I took two years ago of the coulees (our Alberta ocean) looking southwest from the park beside the cemetery -- gives a wave effect sans water. Youth with helios arrive from the upper right -- images of youngsters in sunflower blossoms and outfits, to lose their colour, glow and detail as they emerge to the bottom left, no blossoms and not all images make it through the center sunflower and globe shaped window frame. Water droplets further push the images away from detailed viewing.  Over twenty layers of images are blended into one.  The red rose was added, ready to be withdrawn by the stem.  Its edges and leaves are softened so that outer detail is not sharp with the heart which exists in shape only.

December 8, 2001 

I was reading some of the theology of the middle ages one of which involved the belief during the middle ages that there would come 'the little season' at the turn of the millenium, during which man would live in the final event of the existence of man on the earth and the arrival of the second coming of Christ.  Basically the apocalypse.  The phrase intrigued me and I thought of our brief life upon the earth as being rounded by a sleep, and indeed it being a 'little season' between birth and death.  We were talking at hockey in the dressing room about how twenty years pass in a blink.  Eventually we all come to the realization of how brief a time we have upon the earth.  I don't despair, but rather glory in the possibility of joy.  I have been thinking theologically all my life.  I wonder if I wasn't born an 'old soul.'  My aunt Ruth told me she found me a strange little boy.  One summer day when I was around 8 or 9 and staying with my aunt and uncle and cousins for a couple of weeks with my sister as well while my parents were off to the Canadian west with their friends, I had been out working in the hay with Uncle Russ and cousin Stuart.  Apparently when I came in that evening to supper, I said to aunt Ruth, "well, we'll never have that day again."  She found it odd in a boy so young. 
 
I was raised an Anglican.  I was confirmed young with a crop of fellow Anglican children brought to catechism as a group.  Quickly thereafter I was pressed into service as a 'server,' what they call altar boys in the Catholic faith.  Ours was a low Anglican church, and I was the first server for that church in decades.  I read the Bible daily and thought I was destined for the vocation of a priest.  I remember even as a little boy kneeling as hard as I could so that I might inflict pain on myself and through that suffering come closer to God.
 
One of my poems, "When Shaving Seems Like Suicide" deals with my early memories of church.  I have very fond recollections of church going, but I decided the life of a minister was not for me because in my little mind, the trappings of falling in love with the show were too seductive. 
 
It just so happens that this past year I have been collaborating on an anthology of poems and prose pieces called, Smaller Than God: words of spiritual longing.  My co-editor, Brother Paul Quenon is a Trappist monk from Gethsemani, Kentucky.  The fruits of our labour has been published by Black Moss Press.  The book contains a previously unpublished poem by Thomas Merton.  It also includes new works by Margaret Avison and James Reaney.  It also includes a new translation of one of the psalms and a new translation of a poem by the great Spanish poet, Unamuno.
 
This morning just prior to writing this poem, I was reading several authors from the middle ages including Thomas Aquinas and Danté.  The phrase, "the little season" inspired me to go to my desk and wrestle with the little season which wraps itself around the four seasons and wedges itself within the large season of before and after...the pre-creation darkness of being unborn and the post corporeal darkness of after-death what some call the afterlife.  I have been forced by recent wrestling with a book called, The Universal Baseball Association, J. Henry Waugh, Prop. by Robert Coover, to wrestle with a lot of high-minded ideas.  Only when I sat down at my desk with your photograph winking at me did I realize how absolutely appropriate my musings were and how your photograph of the church in decay with its trinity of windows, its fading paint, its architectural mortality were....
 
Oh, wow -- what a different response and reaction than my own!.
 
I saw a light and a goodness remaining amid a ruin; I saw art maintained in decay; I saw evidence that my soul could live beyond its body; I felt angels protecting and reminding; I knew beauty in a desert lying in wait for special visitors—I felt I was one of them.

December 7, 2001 

here is the poem I wrote on the day I heard the news of George's untimely passing.

Paul McCartney has said how proud he is of the legacy of 'love' which was the Beatle message.  He spent only one night of his thirty years of married life without Linda, and that on the occasion of her being in the hospital. 

 John Lennon risked his reputation as an artist in order to spread the word of world peace.  In the end he was martyred for his fame

.And George Harrison's final message to the world was "search for God and love one another." 

Of course Ringo is loved by all.  He seems the truest friend of the four and in some ways, although he is the most ordinary, he seems also the best of a very good bunch.  I bet he'd be the one who would be the most fun to have as a brother.

So, although I'm sad, I'm also proud that I was there when they were there to move me, to wake me up in the world, to make me listen with both my ears.  I'll always be grateful for the music.  I credit them with everything, since I started writing poetry almost immediately after that fateful day, February 9, 1964 when my Uncle told me to come down stairs and watch Ed Sullivan. 

I stood on the steps of the Dakota.  I attended the vigil in Strawberry Fields.  Strangely, I was moved more in prospect than in the real.  There were thousands milling around, singing, lighting candles, weeping, laying flowers and so on.  I just wanted to get away from the crowd.

December 5, 2001

  • John sends Sweet Sleep with this explanation:
     
    here's a poem inspired by the mural...it seems such lovely work, it contains all which is best about being alive and doing good work in the world.  It reminds me in some ways of the lovely fatigue at the end of a day of labour when we know the work we've done is heavy hay...good work, the important weariness of helpful labour. 

     

  • John sends The Ghost of His Bones Still Falling with this explanation:
     
    I was looking up falconry on the web in order to give my poem on your falcon some language to link by.  I know that the falcon is making a comeback, as is the eagle, from near extinction as a result of DDT and other egg-thinning chemicals.  I also can see that this falcon is free, not a hunting bird.  However, I looked up falconry nonetheless and what amused and amazed me was that my quest led almost instantly to a web site called, "Head-Smashed-In Buffalo Jump" web site.  I found it fascinating and indeed poetic that I should come almost instantly full circle from falcon through falconry to buffalo jump archeology...  It gives one pause.  yes, indeed, everything is everything.

Note: reminder:  this project started off with a buffalo theme which was taken off of the website when that section was completed.

  • John sends Four Rust-blue Milk Cans Abandoned Beside a Boulder in the Sun with this explanation:
    I was reading Tacitus and came across his phrase when he was attempting to capture the notion of Pax Romana...he said of the Roman Empire and its expansion into barbarian territory where it established order and good government, and indeed a thousand years of peace, "they make a wilderness, and call it peace."  I was thinking of America as well, which I think without irony might be referred to as the new Rome, and its struggle with Islamic fanaticism...and terrorists, who like the barbarians, the goths, the visigoths, the vandals and indeed the Christians who brought down Rome from within by being indifferent to the secular city of Rome with all of its trappings of wealth and luxury, and Augustinian notions of the City of God within, which gave rise to mendicant behaviour similar to that of Osama bin Laden who lives in a cave and rejects the west...makes me go, hmmmm?  In any event, all of this was going through my mind as I sat down to write this poem.  Most of what I've just revealed did not make it into the poem, at least not on the surface, and there is little if anything in the poem to hint at any of the aforementioned.  However, the muses which suggests the word music, and amusement, and all the "M" ing in the poem seems appropriate to the larger concerns hinted at by the ferruginous abandonment of the milk cans which have been painted blue while the rock seems guano splashed...and the grass untended...and so on.  Human presence, the midden, the archeology of the modern, the notions of the Grecian urn, and what remains when the weather of the world has claimed it all back.  But on the surface, the poem marries the milk cans to themselves and is accessible in ways that yesterday's poem is not.

December 4, 2001 

  • John sends Meditation 17 with this explanation:
     
    I sat down and wrote a poem in response to your photograph, "Tree island."
     
    It's a tad meditative and requires more of the reader than most, but then I'm in a meditative mood I suppose.  Unlike the other poems, this one includes a brief afterward which might be necessary as an accompanying explication of what was on my mind when I wrote the poem.
     
    Your photograph made me think of John Donne's famous sermon, "Meditation XVII" which includes both the famous phrase, "No man is an island unto himself" and "ask not for whom the bell tolls it tolls for thee".
     
    I was also grieving George Harrison's untimely death and only recently returned from Manhatten (also an island) where a vigil was held in Strawberry Fields Central park to honour his passing.  Thousands of fellow Beatle fans gathered and sang and lit candles in his honour.  Cathy and I were in New York when this was happening and as a Beatle fanatic, I walked through central park and visited the Lennon memorial in Strawberry Fields coincidentally while they were gathered in mourning to honour Harrison's life.
     
    I learned that the reason Manhatten sky scrapers exist is a response to the fact that Manhatten is mostly granite and exists as a result of the ice age when the weight of fifty miles of ice compressed the island into rock.  When the ice retreated, Manhatten Island was left behind and of necessity, sky scrapers became the architecture of choice in response to the problems of subterranean building.  The twin towers were the ultimate example of architectural technology in response to urban crowding.
     
    I wasn't thinking about the Twin towers when I wrote this poem.  But I was thinking of all the other things.

September 20, 2001 

September 19, 2001 

May 27, 2001 

Mar. 26, 2001 

Mar. 25, 2001 

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With ten poems in the Buffalo section, the websection is removed from the website.  Hardcopy and E-pub book entitled The Yea Spot: Buffalo, are now works-in-progress by Blue Grama Publications.    

Mar. 19, 2001 

Mar. 12, 2001 

Mar. 11, 2001 

Mar. 8, 2001 

Feb. 25/26, 2001 

Jan. 30, 2001 

Jan. 29, 2001 

Jan. 11, 2001 

Dec. 21, 2000 

Nov. 21, 2000 

  • John and Marlene discuss the continuation of the website given that there is virtually no teacher/student interaction.  They decide to continue.  Marlene sends the first of the Window series photos:   Historical Space

Nov. 20, 2000 

Nov. 16, 2000 

Nov. 15, 2000 

Oct. 20, 2000 

Oct. 15, 2000 

Oct. 12, 2000 

Oct. 5, 2000 

Oct. 4, 2000 

Oct. 3, 2000 

Oct. 2, 2000 

Sept. 28, 2000 

  • Project begins. Linda Nolin signs on as an interactive teacher.
  • Marlene sends photo for The Invisible Buffalo.

(c) 2000 – 2006 Lee & Lacey, The Yea Spot

poetry by John B. Lee
photographs and images by Marlene E. Lacey
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